Ouch.

This is painful. I think it's supposed to be fun, but right now it seems painful.

I tried to do some work today, and came up short. Just not feeling it. I am not "on fire".Everything feels forced, uncomfortable, not "real". Not inspired or connected. I'm not sure what I need to do to really connect and get to that place where...what? where what? Where it feels fun? Where I feel inspired? Where it matters?

Yeah, all those things. Where the work flows and the result shows that flow. I'm just really LOST. The work I'm doing seems unimportant, unsatisfactory, and unprofessional.

Dammit.